i love my family.
but at the same time, i hate it too.
i dont wanna shed a tear.
i dont wanna anymore.
i need a hug real badly, in this life it never felt so bad before. i swear.

SHIT I DIDNT RUN TODAY DUE TO THE WEATHER!!! OH MAN.

there's something wandering inside but nothing in my mind seems to fit in perfectly to what im thinking.

11.02pm

gosh i woke up at 5 today and im still awake.
i should be turning in soooon.

one short emo topic today.
frankly, i hate the way my class communicates.
why cant we just be at peace with each other?
it feels sad, really.

had this talk today.
almost reaching LT9 when we saw Ricky and found out that it was at MLT 9 -.-
but anw,
the speakers were damn inspiring. :)
really enjoyed it.

met brendy and bludder with sua.
funny they were waiting for us near the rock-climbing wall lol.
got lost there -.-
ikea-ed and tcc-ed. lol.
spammed my laptop with pics.
but. i lazy to post LOL.

im going tanning in sch TMR!
LOL WEIRD SIA.
cant swim because of period ZZ.

okay man!
sleeping soon goodnight i love you people :)
and yeah my left eye is twitching non-stop :/ WHY SIA.

12.19am

bear no grudges,
for they pull us down.
if i can, i'll live life happily.
with commitments in life and in such that the other party doesnt know about.
i love to love, i care to care,
and thats what many things are all about.
hello ms happy, no ms grumpy. :)

sat, sun, tues, thurs and sat run!
coming sun is run for hope!!!

and i feel happier after running :)

yeah okay its 10.39pm now im going to sleep!
gonna wake up at 5 to prepare and send sis to the airport so goodnighttt! :D

nothing's bothering me, at least for now. :)

Younger Sis is flying to Nepal for community service on wed!!
how i wish i could join her too :(

11.03pm